No one will bother me here
Not a single person, I'm sure
At least for now..
I'm sitting under the tree
The tree of mine
I claim that!
'cos only this tree, who always sitting by my side
Open its ear to listen
My Story..
About being unloved..
I don't want to tell "My Story" right now
I'm exhausted, and I want to lay on my "buddy"
My only "buddy"..
So calm here..
I have never done this before
I'm always so energetic to share my story
Angry..
Hey.. Hey..
What's this?
What's this feeling?
So warm..
Peace..
A good feeling I think
Very very long.. not to feel this
Almost forget the name of this feeling..
Wait..
How can this feeling come inside me?
Syuuhh.. Syuuhh..
Get off me..
Umm.. Wait.. Wait..
If you like, you can come in again
'cos I like it..
Yes, I like it..
Then I start to close my eyes
As my ears opened
And hearing..
wind blows..
and my "buddy" shaking..
Umm.. What's this?
Open my eyes and see falling leaves
Are the falling leaves this colourful?
I come to stand
As the birds chirping
Like calling me
They're flying surround above my head
Wind blows down my eyes to close
and my ears open again
Wind blows..
Birds chirps..
Shaking grass..
Shaking tree..
Wings fluttering..
Insect sound..
Beautiful song..
Song?
I hear a beautiful song
Like an orchestra plays
I see colourful falling leaves
Surround me with the wind
Amazing pattern of the clouds
Birds like want to play with me
The green grass field
With one - two flower smiling at me
This is.. beautiful..
And so.. peaceful..
Then I realize
They want me to cheer up
God sent them
There's someone who still love me
I'm not the unloved one!
I like this feeling..
I must go on
This is not the end
There're always ways to choose
End it with sad
Or end it with happiness
Stop the peace feeling only for me
Or spread the feeling with others
Maybe I'm not the one who feel lonely
And maybe I can change things so I can be loved
Catch my dream
That I left off before
Thanks God
When you see fallin' leaves so colourful
When you hear blowin' wind like an orchestra
You'll realize there's still enough love for you ^^
